Success = failure

I don't know what it is about my brain. I lose 10 pounds in one week and almost immediatly I have cravings for pizza and junk food and general feelings of wanting to quit. It's like, there's something in my head that doesn't want me to lose weight. I've been to therapists and such over the years and I can't figure out what my mind is afraid of. What does it fear by me looking or feeling better? Whatever it is, I think I share it with my daughter, Amanda. I notice she gets a similiar reaction. If anyone has any clue why our minds do this, please let me know. I want to shut it up. I really want to do this this time. I have to. I just really have to. Emotional day today. I don't know why. I've stayed on track however, eating closer to my points than I did last week because I am eating more but still staying under my point values.

Some days I just don't care. But I do care, obviously or it wouldn't bother me. I'm hanging in there thought.